I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

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what a stupid day....
freakingly stupid....
early in the morning, 9+ only...
my father pulled me out of bed to go for breakfast....
pls larhx... i ate dinner at bout 10+ last night... how in the world can i get hungry????
aiyo... ate lor mee(again).... not bad lorhx.... den my sister go irritate me... make untill maii hand gt chilli all over.... WTFH.... came back... my mum said TV spoil so want me help her move the 52 inch TV away and move the smaller one to the living room.... then after that my mum say my uncle coming over to have lunch must pack the house...
then my fucking aunt asked me to keep the perfume and i kept it... den she say"your bag leh???" i tell her i blind cant see(jokin de)... i ltr go tution need de marhx.... scold scold den i go throw in my room lorhx.... den still must help my father keep his stapler and stuff... he use den he keep what... i keep for him??? must be independent.... they say must do things by yourself then in the end i must help them den my mother so damn irritating ask me help her pack her room....blah blah blah.... want use computer also must help them do something... do things half-way den call call call....
den i bu shuang liaox le...... den mumble mumble things lorhx..... den the fucking aunt bu shuang me... scold me for 15mins.... say i very inconsiderate.... she even more inconsiderate lorhx.... my pathetic mother must help her wash clothes, cook, do everything horx.... that time my father say dun help her wash clothes then my mum didnt wash larhx... that fucking bitch go scold my mum.... stupid idiot, she your maid harx????
she say she only stay because she will miss my sis when she go back to her house....
bluff de lorhx.... pls larhx... stay at our house got so many maids... she wake up go buy breakfast for her.... wash her clothes....... blah blah... somemore dun need to pay the electricty bills.... if its me i oso dun want to leave de lorhx..... every family oso got family day... my father always in china so seldom have family day larhx... when we go out together as a FAMILY... she oso want to tag along.... WTH... you call that family day????
that time she say v. hot.... ask me go carry the fan and on it to make her cooler.... my sis extra go do... the fan topple larhx... ( my sis so damn skinny can?) my mum shock then scream... (no biggie rite?).... then she say" scream what????" den bu shuang my mum fir 3 days???? my mum de daughter... 不是你生的... my mum give birth de ok??? my mum will feel hurt if my sis gt any problem.... (my mum will not give a damn if its me lorhx... she treats me like.... bleh!!!) gt hand gt leg go do it urself larhx........ bitchy woman... best go find someone blind marry you... see your pattern, dun have pple wan de.... cant cook.... so damn lazy.... even my cooking is better.... i cook dinner for whole family before... fry eggs... fry vegetables... steam fish....
she only cook rice+ fried egg for me and my sister when my parents go oversea lorhx....
i hate you larhx bitch..... scram larhx....

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|7:20 PM|

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nice nice dayx....
bout the photoz.... it took me too long to upload them so i will burn them into a CD and if you want... borrow from me...
o.O
went to school.... then saw MEL,SHU HUI and LING MEI working at the bookshop...
so sad... cant play..... :(
went to band... mr neo said my tone is good.. i am somehow shock... em.... i so long nvr play.....
some quotes from Mr Neo bout me todaex....
"shi min, are you ok??? you look so tired... eyes so small le, now even smaller..."
alot alot more
haizzz.....
so sianz...

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|11:52 PM|

-photos-

hmmph....
i wanted to upload most(if not all) of the pics...
sadly....
com too slow liaoz....
den my stupid aunt ask me go sleep...
i will upload them tomorrow...
so long, my faithful readers....
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

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|9:12 AM|

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heyy guyz...
i am finally back.... em.....
i am now copying the pics to the com....
its gonna take years since there's almost 300 photos including last's years as it was deleted when the com was sent to be fixed....
hmmp....
bought lots of clothes....
yesterday was great....
em...
somehow....
just shop and went to suam lum(sp?) night market...
haahaa....
intially wanted to be this weird looking instrument and my dad said no since he once bought for me a gourd shaped instrument and it was crushed.... it isnt my fault actually.... my cousin pushed me and it crashed to the floor as it was playing....
ate dinner at yarwarat(sp???)...
ate wantan mee.... 2 mouthful den my father say its not full then the time is only like 8+ s'pore time....(7+ thailand time....) ltr will hungry so went to eat kway chap.... shared with mum.... too much pepper but nice... went back hotel to snooze....

oh yes!!! we went to the underwater world too.... will upload the pics soon....
so tired.... (i woke up at 7+ s'pore time todaez).. haha
but snoozed when i am on the car....
hmmph.....

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|8:52 AM|

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so long no blog...
shall blog starting from Saturday
okok....
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Haizz... so sianx leh...
The class is having a BBQ and i am stuck in this place having some crappy maths tution...
Mrs Phang is so damn nice, i didnt di HW oso nvr scold me...
better than Varsha... at least i understand wat she tokin bout... i wrote a lot of stuff to tell euu... but since i too lazy type...
just forget it....
SAT... 111006
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*** i took real many pics but forgot to brin USB cord... so... i shall upload them when i reach S'pore***
so tired... woke up at 5am+....
went to airport... waited for der plane for bout 2 hrs
ear ached when it took off... they served the meal ( i chose seafood and dad took chicken)
it is somemthing like lagsana but it is so damn milky...
dad didnt want to eat so we exchanged..
at least it is quite edible....
waited for the bus to arrive since we booked it...
waited for 2hrs????
wanted 2 check in but room isnt cleaned yet..
went to shop at MBK.... ate some fried chicken rice... quite nice but oily....
bought a few pairs of pants....
haha
went back.. since sis insisted to eat choco cakes...
we went to buy...
yummy-licious...
went to bath and wore a superly oversized bath robe....
legs ache lyke mad...
result of over-limit shopping...
Sunday... 121006... afternoon....
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just came back from dinner.... not bad larhx... ate a seafood meal...
rox lotx...
bought lots of titbits... but onli coconut toffees for band members...
leg ache.... O.o
Sunday... 121006.... night....
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went to sampeng after a buffet breakfast...
shadnt elaborate in what i eat nw since you can see it urself when i post the pic...
my aunt went seperate ways since she wanted ti buy goods snd we wanted to shop a bit only...
we decided t0 meet at the juncton after an hour....
shop... bought slippers,dairies..... stuff for my cousin,Ms Chang who wrote me a long list of what buy....
aiyo.... my aunt met us then she said that she need to get some goods... ask us to wait for her at the junction as she need to collect some goods... she said a while....
waited for i hr+.... dad gt so damn pissed off... went off.... then aunt say she cant find us....
blah blah blah... come find us then blah blah blah.... went to eat a bit of mee.... nice nice.... yummy......
nw at the hotel...
dad asked me go swim.... i said leg pain... den he gave me the I DONT CARE look....
i gave him the WTF look and went to bathe since he so pissed off ask me dont go lex....
he say dun go den i good gurl didnt go..
he told me nw"leg pain den ltr cant go shopping with us... you wil stay in the hotel...."
HAIZZZZZZZZ......
pissed off ...
o.O

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|9:49 PM|

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todaex is the last day for me in S'pore before i leave for Thailand early tomorrow morning... i will miss you guyz dex.... hmmmm.... ok... fine... just stop this 'I WILL BE MISSING YA' ALL' thingy....
but i will really miss ya deX....
wont forget your presents de ok?????
but i don't really know what to get for my best friends...
lets see....
keychains for pearly and some other gals...
others marhx... coconut toffee???
haha... i not v. rich de larhx....
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i am so bored...
play with me...
i dun think that i can blog while i go thailand...
no computer in the hotel...
at least i think so....
haizzzz...
bye bye... dear readers

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|4:56 PM|

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uhum...
to: MR LIM JUN RONG
stop saying i lame horx....
i can walk, OK???
is somebody instigate me since that person cant use computer, OK????
stupid freako....
WTF...
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anywaex...
today pon-ed band since i not in the mood after so much things that happened....
need to pack luggage...
tmr too busy, cant pack...
hehe....
actually wanted to go DSCC but decided not to since i did not want history to repeat itself....
yesterday's thing....
i told MISS BRENDA LEE YU XIAN that i did not appreciate that crack and she was kinda fed up by me... pissed her off... YAY.. serves her right for doing something i didnt like to me YESTERDAY... many a time...
haha.... pissed you off.... bleh... happy happy.... >.<
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haizzzzzzz..... i am really so bored lorhx...
the tution 'cher like so bitchy lorhx...
slap her then she noes...
haha.... i not "pai kai" till like that de.... maybe throw a chair....
haha... enjoyment..... sometimes jokes are nice and PLS DO NOT GO OVERBOARD(pin pointing at some pple from DSCC) ...
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so sianx rite now...
ltr my papa come back lerhx....
Sunday leaving le...
i will miss ni men de.....
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stop being like an idiot larhx, Koh Shi Min....
slap you...
(my face: v. pain!!!)
i noe i am so damn crap....
o.O...
PANDA EYES liaox....
thx to the slap...
o.O

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|6:46 AM|

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haizzzx....
i feel like blogging but seriously i got nothing to say....
so..
i will still talk a bit...
juz a bit but maybe i might talk a lot crap....
hmmm.. pearly had a bad problem... now...
she has to quit band but she don't dare to tell mr neo...
i am terribly stressed.... in a lot of places... love(maybe... lets not talk bout it barhx...)
i am so scared that mr neo will be angry that no one inform him that pearly quit...
she is forced by circumstances...
god..
help me......
o.O

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|4:42 AM|

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i am so bored that i think i will upload some comic strips...
from http://www.archiecomics.com
but it isnt working...
so...
just go c it urself

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|2:20 AM|

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maii fave character.... it somehow reflects my mood now???
hiiex...
em.. if euu did not realised... i changed my blogskin...
somehow... i want to be a bit cartoon yesterday.... haha....
i tihnk my second childhood arrived a little too early since i have not left the first one...
haizzzzz...... anywayx... i hope that you can comment on my blog a little by tagging.....
haha... Juliana said it was a little depressing... but its ok... happy can le... haha... went to DSCC and waited there.. looking at the sleeping student... (lets say taking care of them... makin sure that they are sleepin??) called Pearly.... she said she might quit band since the stupid trainer- Bok refuse to let her quit.... WTF.... haizzzzzz... she cant double take... ok... irritating... after that... Joseph,Agnes,Benny came together(after 2hrs???)....then we played Poker... lose so many times...(lose $10???) haha.... sad sad...broke liaox.... then Marcus came... play play play... walk to CWP 2 buy friendship band since mine broke...saw meix(pearly) haizzzzzz.... went back to see the boys playing TVgames that did noe intrest me by a bit.... talk with Agnes and played Dai-di with them.... hmmm... so sianx.... i dun want to go band on Fri... maybe i won't.. stay at home pack my stuff for the trip or maybe i will just go and play..... O.o

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|1:59 AM|

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